Allah is the best Planner

Assalamualaikum!

How's everyone doing? I hope you guys are in the pink, and also under Allah's blessings forever and always. 

Anyways, as I had mentioned in the earlier post that I've been waiting for my degree result to be announced somewhere in early August. And yada yada, it has been announced yesterday at 5p.m. Everyone was freaking out and scared to know the result. Everyone including me. I didn't know that the result was to be announced yesterday, I thought it'll be announced today (13/8). So I was really shocked when one of my friends said "petang ni lah. Not esok."

After I performed Asar prayer, I got a message from a friend who asked me to check the result. She told me that she got accepted into law school and I was like screaming and yelling and at the same time trying to get through the website. And Alhamdulillah, by Allah's will, I got accepted into law school. This is something that I wanted more than anything. Now I am a step closer into becoming someone I've really wanted to be. Ni semua kerje Tuhan. Kita tak boleh kata "tidak". If Allah has written something for you, who are you to deny it? Who are you to go against Him? He is the ultimate power. He is the Greatest.

I prayed night and day, all day everyday so that He answers my prayers. So that He grants me the things that I want. Faith is everything you need. Have faith in Him. Put your maximum level of confidence in Him. In sha Allah, He will give you what you want. I can never be thankful enough for everything that He has bestowed upon me. I am so grateful. I cried so bad when I read the words on the screen. I can hardly believe what I saw. One of the reasons why I was so scared is because I didn't do well during the interview. I feel like the other two candidates were far better. But Allah knows best. I am so happy. Alhamdulillah.

But, there's one thing that makes me so upset. You know, being in the situation when you're like so happy, but then some of your friends are sad because they didn't get accepted into any Universities. It really breaks my heart to see them being so down and low. Idk, I really wish I could help though. But what am I supposed to do? I've told them to just keep calm and stay positive as everything happens for a reason. But I know it's easier said than done. I know that when it happens to me, I can't actually stay calm & accept it as it is. It's hard when you're so excited for yourself, but you also need to grief for them. It kills you inside. You're like torn in between.

Whatever happens, I do wish & I really wish that they will have the opportunity to further their studies anytime soon. The next intake is in March, so I hope that they'll get accepted into any Universities. I'll always pray for my friends, because I can't stand them being unhappy. Ya Allah I feel so blessed right now, it's just crazy.

Thank you for everything Ya Allah. Surely, with every hardship you've gone through, there is ease. Believe in Him.

Till then, goodnight! xx