Reminder

A reminder to all of us. In fact, a good one. Allah has given us a tongue to speak good words, but many a time we use it for the wrong cause. We use it to insult, to defame, to slander and to judge people around us. Humans make mistakes, so do I. This is just a note to others, and to self. Wallahu'alam

Weapon

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Ya Allah, please keep me in your blessings

Please don't let me go astray from your religion

Show me the light of righteousness Ya Allah

Show me true guidance

Give me the best in my life

Save me from any harm and danger of life

Save the ones I love from any danger and threat

Help me to get out from the ignorance of my past Ya Allah

Don't let me be haunted by my past

Because I know indeed, what You are going to grant me 

in the future is better than what I have lost. 

Give me the strength that I need Ya Allah

Don't let me get drowned by my sadness 

that I forget You are always there for me

Amin amin Ya Rabbal 'Alamin

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5 most imprtant things in life ;

• religion
• wealth
• good personality
• shyness  and
• generosity

Above all, religion is everything. Because without religion, we are far from Allah's blessings. The remaining four will come after that. In Sha Allah.

- source from tumblr

Mid-sem

Assalamualaikum and good morning (10.25 a.m) everyone!

It's the last week of December I guess, the time has gone by so fast throughout the year. I just can't imagine what it would be like next year, aiyaiyai. So ok.. I'm on my holidays for mid-sem break, that is until 5th January. Let's have a bit of a recap during the weekend.

On Saturday morning, mama had taken kakak to Hosp Kajang emergency department to get her blood checked up as she was positively diagnosed with dengue fever. We were all at home preparing ourselves to attend a wedding of papa's friend's son. Haaaa. So kakak had to be on drip because she was so dehydrated, and mama had to leave her there while we went to the wedding. The drip took 3 hours as she needed 3 bags of water. While we were at the wedding, kakak texted mama that she had to be warded because her platelets was very low and was still dehydrated. We rushed to the hosp to check on her, then the nurse pulled her on a wheelchair and brought her to the ward. That night, mama stayed at the hosp and took care of kakak while me, as usual being the successful housewife I've always been hehe.

The next morning, mama texted me to wake papa up to fetch her at the hosp because she wanted to rest at home and also cook lunch for kakak. After lunch, we headed to the hosp to visit kakak. She had her both arms with needles and tubes. I was so sad to see her in that kind of situation though. Luckily, her platelets level was increasing and getting better. She had her drip off and her appetite was improving. Doctor said if she continued being ok, she can be discharged tomorrow (yesterday). Later at night, mama and I went to pasar malam because kakak wanted to eat nasi lemak then we headed to the hosp to send the food. We accompanied her for a while and went home.

Yesterday, we visited her after lunch because the visiting hour on weekdays is at 12.30-2.00 and 4.30-7.00. The doctor said she can only be discharged after 2.00 p.m. Mama and I accompanied her to have lunch and we had to wait for the blood result because that determined whether or not she can go home. After waiting for more than an hour, mama wanted to go home and asked kakak to call her once the doctor said she can go home. I was so tired and exhausted, that I fell asleep just a few minutes after reaching home. That evening, kakak called and asked mama to fetch her. So mama and papa went to the hosp and took her home while I continued my sleep ha ha.

So that's pretty much how my weekends were spent upon coming home. Definitely not a good start for my holidays I guess, but I hope good things will come later. I hope that she will get better soon, because I miss talking and laughing with her. I plan to see my girlfriends during this holidays, if and only if they are free as well. In Sha Allah.

Till then, have a nice Tuesday and may Allah bless! xx

Counting Hours

Assalamualaikum!

In approximately 24 hours, I'll be at home at this hour tomorrow! *big grin* Can't wait to start my holidays and spend as much time as I can with my family. Rindu dah tak tertanggung ni. So as everyone knows, we are counting down the days to 2014. Tak lama lagi, less than 15 days je. As for me, I am counting the hours to go home FIRST then only will I be counting days to new year.

Anyways, my sister has already got her pmr result this morning, and Alhamdulillah she managed to get 7As 1B. I am so proud of her indeed. She has done a good job and she did not expect to get that result herself. Semuanya ketentuan Allah kan. Whatever that He gives, itulah yang terbaik.

I have another 2 classes tomorrow morning, and they end at 12 noon. After that, I'll be on my journey back home. Seriously can't wait! Till then, may Allah bless xx

Fly-away day

Assalamualaikum and happy friday everyone!

I just got back from my elc 092 replacement class just now at Padang Lalang. Supposedly, I had one morning class today, which is ctu 086 (Islamic Studies) BUT the class was cancelled because ustazah got to run some errands, I guess. So..yeah. That means more replacement classes are coming in the way after my mid-sem break. My mid-sem break will start on the 23rd Dec, which is on Monday the following week, but I'll go home straight after my class on Friday, 20th Dec, and ends on 5th Jan.

I can't describe how much I miss my family, especially my mum. I just want to whatsapp her every minute of every day, but I know I can't afford to do that. One thing about me, I can't talk to her on the phone. Because every time I do so, I feel like crying. Rase sebak sangat bila dengar suara mama. So I'd just whatsapp her whenever I want or whenever I'm not busy with classes. I already got a few assignment and they are for ctu 086 and elc 093 subject. The due date is approaching, so I guess I'd better start working on it.

Till then, have a great weekend & may Allah bless! xx

Ticking Clock

2014 is just around the corner!

Less than 30 days, it will be a new year all over again. Hard to believe, but the time is passing by really fast! Faster than anyone could have noticed. It will be a new year, a new resolution and a new hope all over again. Masha Allah. It's the eighth day in December, and I hope in this last month of the year, we can enjoy ourselves and make the best out of it before we enter a new year. In Sha Allah, the blessings of the Almighty is near. Just pray, He always listens. 

Super-hectic-busy week

Assalamualaikum everyone!

As you guys all know that Kuantan is now in a very bad condition due to the flash flood, we are apparently stuck here at the moment. Although my place is not badly affected, but UiTM management still keep an eye on all of us here, especially the girls. Sadly, the boys' campus is badly affected due to the heavy rain. What else could be worse, the water level is up to their knees! There was one night on Tuesday, we got a notice that Kuantan will experience blackout for God knows how long. And that night at about 12 am, the electricity went off. Syukur Alhamdulillah, kami masih boleh tidur sbb cuaca sejuk. So it was still bareable. The next morning, I woke up with my housemates screaming "air takde!!". The situation became worse when we ran out of electricity and water supply as well as no coverage. It lasted nearly 24 hours. Just imagine living without those basic needs for a day. The condition in Kuantan came out in the news and my aunts were calling to ask how I was doing. Alhamdulillah, until now, I survived. Though it's still raining now and then here, but the condition is better than the other day.

Last Monday, one of my girlfriends here left UiTM and has quit her studies. I was so sad because she didn't inform us that she was leaving earlier. Only on that day, she came back to UiTM from home saying that she was leaving. She got an offer at a Nursing College under SPA. It was beyond our control that she wanted to leave. Foundation in Law doesn't suit her I assume. So she left on that very day, and will be entering a new college in January. Anyways, my studies are getting tougher on each and every subject that I learn. My schedule is also getting more and more packed in this semester. I attended debate club meeting yesterday, and I have a lot to do for the club in this semester as I am the committee for special task. May the odds be in my favour, In Sha Allah.

Till then, have a great weekend & may Allah bless! xx

p/s : I am doing my ctu (Islamic studies) assignment

2nd Sem On the Go

Assalamualaikum!

So I am now in Kuantan for my last semester for my foundation studies in law. I came on Sunday morning, did the registration and whatnot, unpacked my things at night and had my classes the next day ((yesterday)). Ni nk habaq cita sedih sikit. I am being separated with my old housemates and I really feel like crying. We are all so sad that we can't still accept the fact that we now live in different houses. Bukan sedih sbb dpt housemates baru, tp sedih sbb kena berpisah. I do get my old roommates, but the other 2 rooms are from 2 different houses. I mean it's really unfair when most of the girls here want to stay with our old housemates. *excuse me while I cry myself a  river*

Although we can meet each other every day, but the situation is far different from before. Skrng ni nk makan pun dgn roommates je, tidur pun kt dlm bilik takde dah lepak hall ramai ramai mcm dulu. When we reminiced our memories together & what we usually did during the first semester, I swear that I was holding back my tears. I cannot accept it. Not YET. I really really really really really hope that I can do well this semester, because I want to improve my cgpa to pursue my degree. May Allah ease everything for me throughout this semester even though my very first day in Kuantan was completely ruined. I was sad, lonely and bored that led me to sleeping early and not talking to my housemates. 

Anyway, my classes on Mondays start at 10 & finishes at 4, tuesdays classes start at 8 finishes at 4, wednesdays start at 9 finishes at 5 and thursdays start at 8 & finishes at 4. For the time being I don't have classes on Fridays but the timetable will be changed soon. So we'll see how it goes. I have 3 classes today but two of my lecturers went out of town to attend meeting. So I only had one class at 10 this morning. 

I know this is quite a long post cause I haven't been updating for a while. I've been busy with my muet and getting things done for this second semester. Till then, have a nice tuesday & may Allah bless!

Doakan supaya Allah kuatkan hati saya untuk menghadapi hari hari dlm semester dua ini. Amin & terima kasih. 

Book of Enlightening

The Quran indeed is the book which there is no doubt && a guidance to the believers.

May Allah bless us with His endless guidance and grace.

In Sha Allah

Muet

Assalamualaikum!

I'll be having my three muet papers which are reading, writing and listening on the 23rd Nov. It's more or less 10 days from now. And the next day, I'll be going back to my campus for sec sem! I'm so amazed of how fast time really flies now. It's just unbelievable that 2014 is coming in less than 60 days. Aiyoooo! I can still remember the first day of 2013, it's still fresh in my mind though. MashaAllah.

Okay let's get back to the topic. Regarding my muet exam, it is actually held thrice a year. Once in April, once in July, and another in November. It means that I'm taking the exam on the last session of this year. If I fail, ((nauzubillah)) or if I don't manage to get band 4, I have to sit for the exam again in April, before I start my degree In Sha Allah. My degree in law requires muet with at least band 4 and cgpa of 3.0 and above. Right now, both worry me. I'm not confident to get muet band 4 AND cgpa 3.0. I really do hope that I'll pass this time cause if I don't, I have to do it all over again and the exam costs RM110. I don't want to burden my mum, so I pray that I'll just have to sit for the exam once. If Allah wills.

2nd Sem

Assalamualaikum!

So I'll be leaving to Kuantan for my second sem pecisely two weeks from now. On the 24th Nov, this time, I should be there already. My class for the next sem starts on the 25th, I really really really hope that I can do better for my second sem. I know the subjects are a lot tougher. I heard it from my seniors. A lot. But I just hope that I can focus more in class and that I won't be such a procrastinator to complete my assignments and tutorials like what I did during the first sem. Aaaaaand, I DO hope that I get to stay together with my housemates again for the second sem because I honestly don't want new housemates. Honestly. It's not that I I don't wanna make friends, nope. God forbids. But I'm just really comfortable staying with my ex-housemates like we shared literally everything. I didn't even lock my locker when I go to classes because I trust them that much though. Idk we are just like sisters and it breaks my heart if we have to be separated and stay in different houses. So In Sha Allah everything will go just as planned. I have one sem to go and I'm done for my foundation studies. If Allah wills

Flashback 2

Assalamualaikum!

On monday, after so long ((I can't remember how long you haven't been seeing each other)), I finally had the chance to meet my girl best friends. They are my babes ever since I was in form 2 and still counting. We had dinner together and had a catching up about our current lives. But sadly, Iman and Shera didn't manage to join because 1) Shera was visiting her sick grandad and 2) Iman was at her dad's and her bus was early the next morning. So yeah, it was just me, Erin, Anis and Hudda. We really had fun, even though we haven't seen each other for months, there's no awkward energy between us at all. That's definitely one of the reasons why we just click. I really do hope that we can maintain our close friendship til forever even if we are thousands of miles away from each other. In Sha Allah

 Anis, Hudda, Erin, me

Flashbacks 1

Assalamualaikum! I know I haven't been posting any entries on my blog for quite a while. So let's make a few flashbacks.

Last Friday, my cousin organised a bbq party for the youngsters haha no I mean for all the cousins only. Each person who wants to join has to pay RM15 for the food. But.. turned out that day almost everyone came including my aunts, my uncles and my mum. We let them eat our food even though they didn't pay any penny ahaha. We had so much fun, I repeat so much fun even tough it was raining. My family spent the night at my aunt's except my dad because he's working so yeah.

The next day, my aunt wanted to do doa selamat to seek Allah's blessings for her family. So that Saturday

night, all of my mum's siblings ((except pak long)) were there to attend the doa selamat. It was a great night with a great food and a great family. Alhamdulillah it went well as per planned. 

Child's talent

First video : I feel so amazed hearing this kid can memorize the capital city of Arabic countries. If we are given the same questions, I don't think we can answer them well. My heart fell for this little boy though. I got this video from a friend of mine, Nurin on whatsapp. 

Second video : I am so touched listening to this little girl, which I think barely 3, can recite Al-Quran together with I assume her father. Her voice is so cute and it's so mesmerizing to hear her reciting the Quran verses. I first watched this video on facebook, my father showed it to me. 

They make us realise the power of our King, our creator, the Almighty. He can grant the grace and blessings to whoever that He wants, regardless of age and place. After all, who are we to deny His power and His oneness? He is the only One that can grant us the blessings. It's just that sometimes we can't see, we don't notice that blessings, when it's actually there. It's actually has been given to us without us noticing it. 

Preach

"You must value those who advise you and call you towards goodness, 

they're the ones pushing you towards Jannah" - Tumblr

Assalamualaikum!

So the quote above explains that when people are advising you with something good and you know their intention is to lead you to a right path, follow their advice. Deep down in your heart you must think that they want to mock you and are being sarcastic. But look at the bright side in every situation. Maybe they want you to realise your mistakes, even if it is too hard to accept. Betulkan niat, everything we do in this world, we do it lillahita'ala. Our life, death, worship, they are all for Allah. He is the One to be worshipped. He is the One to be obeyed. Every single piece of advice that is given to you, take it open-heartedly. Accept it willingly. Even if you don't follow, at least you listen. At least you've taken that advice positively. Sikit-sikit, lama-lama jadi bukit. Kalau setiap hari orang bagi nasihat, mesti suatu hari kita akan termakan juga dengan nasihat tu kan? People always say, it's better than nothing. Whatever it is, respect and honour the ones who give you advice. After all, they are the ones trying to push you towards Jannah. Have faith and believe. In Sha Allah

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Allah knows you're in pain. Allah knows you're hurt. Allah knows you're broken. Allah knows you're sad. Even if you try to hide them, Allah knows everything, the evident and the hidden ones. Talk to Him, seek for strength from Him. He is the only One that can give you help and support. He is the One we hold on to, He is the One we trust, in any situation. Because, everything happens for a reason. You may not know what the reason is now, but later you'll surely understand. He will never put you in any situation you can't handle. Allah knows the ability and the endurance of His servants towards His tests. So hold on. Keep your head up. Trust and have faith. It will all be better by tomorrow. Every cloud has a silver lining. Wallahu'alam

Twistday

Assalamualaikum and happy tuesday everyone!

So I'm just done with my MUET  speaking test just now. I took the exam in  SMK SAAS as it is the nearest center from my place. The test was ok I think. We were given a topic on 'How can a person attain happiness in life', as I was candidate D just now, I had to discuss on having a positive outlook. The topic was general, I mean it's not based on facts so it's quite easy to discuss. Luckily I got the group members who are very warm and friendly. They also managed to speak fluent English. My next exam which are reading, writing and listening will be held on the 23rd Nov, a month from now. I just hope for the best. Tawakkaltu 'Alallah

Have a nice day & may Allah bless xx 

Word

Allah guided whom he please, and mislead whom he please. So pray hard to get His guidance, and never stop praying for miracle. Because He is the only One that can give us miracles. 

صلاة

Assalamualaikum everyone!

I think everyone knows how to pray, but I don't think everyone knows how to be khusyuk while praying. Well, khusyuk is a subjective word and its meaning varies from one individual to another. But, the most important thing, khusyuk means to leave all transactions of Dunya and focus entirely on worshipping Allah. Sometimes, when we pray, we don't even know the meaning of every word in our Solat. So to achieve khusyuk, we can further enhance our understanding and get to know the meaning of every word we say during Solat. Many muslims still not sure of the whole meaning of surah Al-Fatihah. Kita baca surah tu setiap masa, masa solat, masa tidur, etc.. tp ramai yg still unsure of the meaning. Let alone doa iftitah, doa qunut and so on. I'm not saying that I know every word that I say during Solat, but this is just to share to all my muslim relatives.

You would know what is meant by the picture above kan? So.. avoid seeing anything that can poison your heart. Anything lah yg tak elok utk dipandang. Because this will affect our Solat. What we look throughout the day, will definitely affect what we'll be looking at in our Solat. What we say throughout the day will affect what our minds we'll be saying when we worship Allah. You know, every single we do, we say, we think, we hear related to our relationship with Him. This is like the most important thing Every muslim has to know. Who doesn't want to achieve khusyuk in their Solat right? Till then, may Allah bless xx

p/s : Yang baik datangnya daripada Allah, yang buruk datangnya daripada saya sendiri. Peace! :}

Greatest love

It's okay to love. It's okay to get hurt. Once you've been hurt, don't stay on the ground. Get up and seek for strength. Keep your head held high and never give up. Because, no matter what, love doesn't hurt. Only the people who are in love do. Love isn't cruel, but the people who are in love are.

But after all, before you love and want to be loved, make sure you love the One who made you. Make sure you love the One who gave you the heart to be in love. The One who gave you the feelings of love. Because without Him, you won't have any feelings, you won't be in love. Without Him, you are nothing. 

Fam Craziness

Assalamualaikum & good morning everyone!

I had so much fun during Aidiladha with my family, it can't be described with words.  So I got to celebrate eid with my family from my mum's side, that's what make it more fun. I'm not saying that celebrating eid with my dad's family isn't fun, it's just I'm not that close with them so I'm a bit awkward and shy with them. Kalau dgn family belah mama ni tak shy and tak awkward langsung sbb tiap tiap minggu jumpa!

Went to my aunt's house, which was my grandma's house back then at Wangsa Maju that morning, we ate and talked and laughed and took pictures together. And later that evening, after performing our Asr prayer, we headed to my uncle's place for doa selamat as her daughter, which is my cousin, is gonna deliver a baby very soon, so he wanted to seek the blessings for his daughter and grandchild.

So that was pretty much how my Aidiladha was spent. Havva a great day & may Allah bless xx

Aidiladha

Assalamualaikum everyone!

Hope you guys are enjoying your Monday :)
So tomorrow we'll be celebrating Aidiladha or hari raya korban. To me, hari raya korban is much more meaningful than Aidilfitri. Its true that people decorate their houses and buy new stuffs for Aidilfitri, which they don't usually do that for Aidiladha. Besides, people would visit their relatives and friends during Aidilfitri and don't do that during Aidiladha.

However, to me Aidiladha brings a lot of meaning to muslims. It brings us back to the era of Nabi Muhammad PBUH and other prophets. It's like to commemorate their sacrifices to fulfill Allah's order. I mean, how tough they were to put everything aside, including families just to get Allah's blessings. They did completely anything to be the obedient servant of His.

If we look at our society now, do we really think we can follow their obedience towards the Almighty? Based on the story of Nabi Ibrahim, he got a dream that Allah has ordered him to slaughter his son, Nabi Ismail. Though his love towards his son was boundless, he fulfilled that order in fear of Allah's punishment. MashaAllah.. And that is why we celebrate Aidiladha, to remember his sacrifice.

This year, let us all appreciate the real meaning of hari raya korban and leave our ignorance behind and turn over a new leaf. It's not too late to change, so let's "korban" our lust and negative traits and build a positive ones. May the odds be ever in our favour.

Selamat hari raya Aidilfitri dan selamat berbuka kpd sesiapa yang berpuasa! Semoga sentiasa dlm lindungan Allah SWT xx

Kepagian

Assalamualaikum semua! Selamat subuh :)

I've been up since 5 to have my morning meal since I'll be fasting today sempena hari Arafah that falls on the 9th day in Zulhijjah. Kelebihan berpuasa pada hari Arafah,dlm hadis Nabi Muhammad SAW, baginda bersabda "barangsiapa berpuasa pd hari Arafah, ia menebus dosa setahun yang telah lalu dan setahun yang akan datang."

So that means his sins will be forgiven for the past year and the next year. MashaAllah.. Kpd yg tak dpt nk berpuasa tahun ni, berdoalah supaya dipanjangkan umur dan dpt berpuasa tahun hadapan. Kpd yg berpuasa pulak, selamat berpuasa & sama sama lah kita mencari keredhaanNya, In Sha Allah. 

Have a nice day & may Allah bless! xx

Sunday Update

Assalamualaikum semua!

Apa khabar? Eceh.. So today was such a productive day for me I should call it "Super Productive Sunday" hehe.. Satu hari duduk rumah mengemas bilik dan mengemas closet ((macam la bnyk sangat baju)). Actually tak bnyak baju pun, but I wanted to reorganize it so it can have more space. I did a little unpacking with the stuffs that I brought home from Kuantan, AND there's another luggage oh let's not call it luggage, another beg angkat that hasn't been unpacked. YET

I really do want to unpack, but there's no more room for the stuffs. I'm afraid that the stuffs have to remain in the bag till the next sem. So.. my sisters and I rearranged our shawls and scarfs on the shelves so that they'll look more proper and more organized. Dyna, being a lil bit OCD, colour coordinated our shawls on the shelves.. haha. So that was pretty much our activity for the day. Salam 'Alayk & goodnight! 

Drift Away

Salam 'Alaykum!

How is your weekend going? I hope everyone is enjoying the weekend and having some quality time with family.

Anyways, for the past few days I've been thinking to deactivate my twitter account. Apparently I have two twitter accounts ((bukan nk ckp diri sendiri popular ke apa)), which the old one has been deleted couple days ago. The reason that I made a second account or the new account because, there's too many unwanted or disturbances. Hm how do I put it into words eh? Senang citer bnyk gangguan negative lah.

So I made a new one in July during ramadan, but I think I got bored of it already. You know, right now, twitter is like a medium for people to spread the negative energy more compared to the positive ones. I'm not denying that twitter has its own advantages and benefits, but to my opinion it has been like a trend for people to achieve popularity. No offense, cheap popularity.

I know that I don't have any right to judge, but I'm just protecting myself from those negative things. If possible, I only want to surround myself with positivity.  Peace! 

Gegelz Day

From left ; me, laila, anis, famir 

Salam 'Alaikum! 

Yesterday, my friends and I decided to hang out. So me, Famir, Anis Farhah and Laila Balqis had a girls' day out at Mid Valley. Oh fyi, they are my friends in Uitm Kuantan. Famir is my housemate, while anis and laila are classmates, and my coursemates. They are famir's schoolmates so she brought them along to hang out with me. I okayz je! :D

We had so much fun. Had lunch at the Manhattan Fish Market, then we watched a move titled About Time. The movie was so sweet and cute indeed, I'm not even lying. Kpd sesiapa yg belum tgk, sila lah pergi ke pawagam yg berhampiran ye. Hehe. But yes, the movie was so interesting sampai tak perasan masa berlalu kejap sngt. Haaa! Nmpk tak betapa fun nya movie tu xD

Alhamdulillah everything went well with them, I had a great day with a great company. They are so fun to be with, and I must say that Anis is so funny I laughed so hard at her jokes yesterday. Jazakillah girls! Lovechu :* 

Catching Up

Salam 'Alaikum!

So.. I've been trying to get hold of my old mate, who is from Italy and was here in Malaysia for a year for a cultural exchange program. Her name is Lucrezia Mazzuoli. I've been trying to reach out to her and wanted to know what she's doing. Since April til August, I couldn't get her to reply my IM on facebook.

But, yesterday, like all of a sudden, after four months, she replied my messages. She was sorry that she couldn't reply me because she was busy for summer. She is one sweet and kind girl, but sadly we didn't have the exact quality time to really hangout and get to know each other. I mean, I really look forward to seeing her again. She was here for a year and has left for a year now.

   

The Weapon

You know..when you love something or someone so much, but then Allah take them away from  you, you would feel so lost. Or when you love someone so much, but they keep on hurting and disappointing you, you would feel so frustrated.

But Allah has His own plan, He removes someone out from your life just to replace him/her with another two person that are better. Who are we to deny His fate for us when we were made by Him? And who are we to go against Him when He is the One who provide us with rezeki every single day?

Allah still give His blessings to those who went astray. For example, wealth and health. If we repent and follow His right path, what more will He provide us with? SubhanAllah. Indeed, He is the Most Loving and the Most Merciful. I repeat, The Most. 

He knows what we need, what our hearts need. He take away the bad persons in our lives because He does not want us to be influenced by those people. He grant us health, good food, family, and most importantly Iman. 

Whatever it is, we don't have any strong reason to go against Allah and disobey Him. He is the One who is going to help us when we are in need. As a muslim, we DO need Allah.

Renewed

Salam 'Alayk!
So after six days of my sim card being broken, I finally fixed the problem and renewed another one yesterday. Went to Mid Valley, and I immediately searched for Maxis. I asked the woman at the counter whether or not I can renew my sim card there. She told me that I had to go The Gardens, because there's a bigger Maxis outlet.

Then I went to The Gardens, searched for Maxis and waited for 10 mins before my number was called. So I have to pay 25 bucks for the sim card as mine is a micro sim card. Went back to Mid Valley and met my friends. The scary part was, I was walking alone because my friends were not there yet. Hmph

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Sharing Is Caring

Assalamualaikum!
Well.. it takes a lot of courage in me and a whole lot of time to post this because its gonna be a very long post.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. All the goodness come from Allah, and the badness come from me, myself.
Maybe you guys dah biasa sngt dgr this word, but really, I just wanna share my experiences and thoughts about this matter. So, the word is "Hijrah" or CHANGE.

The first thing that pop into your mind mesti hijrah as in bertudung litup, berpurdah or perkara perkara yg sewaktu dgnnya. But hey, hijrah means a lot more than that. The word hijrah itself brings a wide definition or perception. Everyone can have their own opinion on hijrah as it is very subjective.

But, what really matters here is how we apply the word hijrah into our lives. Firstly, yes hijrah would mean perubahan kpd sesuatu yg lebih baik. Takde org yg berubah kpd sesuatu yg buruk and they claim it's hijrah. Right? So basically hijrah means to change something to a better state or condition. And that something can be anything including the way you talk, the way you dress or your attitude.

Firstly, I wanna urge my muslim sisters to change or berhijrah. Kpd yg belum berhijrah, berilah mereka sedikit masa. Allah Maha Mengetahui apa yg terbaik utk mereka :) But, kpd yg dah diberi hidayah utk berhijrah, jomlah kita sama sama improve ourselves to be the best muslimah that we can be. I gotta admit, to change is easy, but to maintain the change that we've made, that's hard.

Bila kita dah dpt hidayah Allah, kita kena gunakannya dgn sebaik mungkin. Allah gives his guidance to whom he likes. So kita ni patut rase sangat thankful sbb kita antara org yg sngt beruntung dpt hidayah Allah. Let's live our life to please Him, do whatever He orders and avoid the things that He forbids,

You know, when you start wearing scarf and putting on your hijab, you have to ask yourself, "knp aku buat mcm ni?" and "am I really sincere doing this?" My mom once told me that we have to be 100% confident to make a change. Don't change yourself because others tell you to. Change because you are sincere, and that you fear Allah's punishment in Akhira'. Thats the way it should be.

Lepas dah berhijrah, jgnlah kita kembali kpd zaman jahiliyah kita. In a simpler word, dont ever go back to the way we were before. As an example, I've seen many muslimah who already started wearing hijab, they uploaded photos of theirs on a social network, free-haired. And they would also wear hijab at selected places or anywhere they feel like wearing. I mean, thats not hijrah my dear. That doesnt really apply the concept of hijrah,

Next, we also have to watch and be aware of our actions and words. Once you are a hijabis, you have to take care of your attitude. Am not gonna deny that hijabis are humans too, sometimes we make mistakes. But to make a mistake over and over again, thats not normal. That is something unacceptable because hijabis are the reflection of a real muslimah. So beware of your actions girls!

Im posting this not to brag to be the best muslimah, but Im just trying to help and give a piece of my thoughts about this. Im not a perfect muslimah either, Im still learning to be one. So let us together search His jannah and chase His blessings. In Sha Allah..

Those don't wear Hijab because it's too hot under it:
“Say: The Fire of Hell is more intense in heat if they only understand” [Quran 9:81]
Allah pun dah berfirman that the Hell-fire is too that no one can stand the heat. Kena percikan api tu pun dah melecur satu badan, MashaAllah..

And Allah berfirman lg, "Any good friend of yours who is not covering her aurah, is not a good friend". Means that, mcm mana baiknya kawan kita tu, klau dia tak mnutup aurat, maka dia bukanlah kawan yg baik. Wallahu 'Alam...

Im really sorry if this post offended any of you who reads it. Yg baik dtg drpd Allah, yg buruk comes from myself.
Goodnight people! :) xoxo

Love

Housemates are being so cute and sweet on whatsapp & I miss them

The One and Only

When you love Allah more than anything,

you will love people because of Allah.

Before you ever fall in love with anyone, 

make sure that you're in love with the Almighty first.

After that, everything will fall into place by itself.

Remember, Allah knows best. He is the creator of the hearts,

so He knows what is inside every heart.

Wallahu'alam.

All-Knower

When you get something that is not in your favour, practice yourself to always have Sabr. When you have something that you love so much, then suddenly it's been ripped from you, again practice yourself to have Sabr. PATIENCE is the key word. In whatever situation that Allah puts you through, always have patience in you. Because patience prohibits you from doing something harmful and reckless. 

"It may be that you dislike a thing which is good for you and that you like a thing which is bad for you. Allah knows but you do not know" (2:216)

Post-exams

So.. my final examination for the first sem just ended last thursday. It was.. not to say good, but was o.k.
My paper started on th 25th Sep and finished on the 3rd Oct.


The first paper was Law 038 (25th Sep), it was tough. I rest my case. I would be overly thankful if I'd get a B for this paper. We were not familiar with the past years questions, so it was a bit hard for us to manage the time given during the exam and be able to answer all the questions. The exam was held for three hours, yet I can't manage to answer all the questions on time.

The next paper was the next day, Law 012 (26th Sep), I can say that the paper was terrible. I came home crying and worrying about my result for the paper. I skipped one question because of my bad time management, and I didn't do well for that paper. I got frustrated because I love that subject too much, and that was the last time I will ever deal with that subject. Too bad.

The next day was Elc 080 (27th Sep), as English is my favourite subject, so I guess this paper was easy. Not too easy, but doable. I managed to finish answering the questions on time, and I was satisfied with it. Hopefully I can get an A for that subject. Amin.

Csc 134 was on Sunday evening (29th Sep), computer subject is never been my forte. But Alhamdulillah, it was ok. Wasn't as tough as I expected, yet the objective part was very tricky. I spent nearly an hour for 40 questions. But, the essay part was good.

The next day was the last core subject, Law 016 (30th Sep). Me and my housemates got so excited because we just wanted to get it over with. Knowing that law subjects are very very crucial and frightening as well, we just wanted to let go all the stress of studying law subject. Ha ha. The paper was so good I can tell. The questions were so straight forward and clear. So many students in the exam hall left earlier than the time given.

The last paper was Ctu 085 (3rd Oct), it was just like Pendidikan Agama Islam or PAI in secondary school. But the only difference is that we learned it deeper and and more practical. As example, syari'ah, fikh and akidah. The paper was ok and yes, many students left earlier because they wanted to go home right after the exam finished and celebrate the so called "freedom".

Overall, my final examination was so-so. I hope to get several A's and get a good pointer. The result is coming on November and I'm scared. Bismillahi tawakkaltu Alallah

The ones I miss

Sisters from different mothers

Do what you do best

If you live your life to impress others, then you'll never taste the sweetness of LIFE. If you change yourself just to fit in, then you'll ever appreciate the CHANGE that you've done. If you want to be perfect, then you'll never feel how it's like to be IMPERFECT. 

Above all, try to accept ourselves just the way God made us. We are special in our way, He made us special. Don't try to be someone else just because we want to be accepted. Embrace ourselves, and improve our flaws. That would be better. xx

Self Quote

If you wish to change, change for the better

If you wish to stay, stay a little longer

If you wish to work, work a little harder

Bottom line, ask yourself what do you want to be,

 and what would be your contribution to people. 

Tepuk dada, tanya selera.

Back to Back

I have a lot going on in my life right now. Mostly, the bitter ones. But I'm trying the best I can to always remember that I still have Him, the King of all. I shall not be afraid of anything as long as I have Him. In Sha Allah

Back on business

Salam 'Alayk everyone!
So... I'm back here in blogger after 2 and a half years. Basically I've deleted my blog before, not the posts, I mean the whole blogspot. And here I am right now, back on business hehe.
But one thing for sure, I'm not gonna be a devoted and active blogger since I'm studying and not having enough time to socialize online. 

However I will use my 7 weeks sem break to post blogs and to share whatever that I think necessary. Till then x