Let my attitude does the talking

Assalamualaikum!

It's sad when you have so much to say but you have to keep it to yourself, no?

It's frustrating when you have the right to speak up, but you have to keep silent, no?

It's tiring when you are the one who always have to consider about other people's feeling but they don't even care about yours, no?

I'm never the one who likes to expose my problems, anger, hatred etcetera on social networks. It's so not me. Those who really know me, know how I am like. Those who understand me, know what kind of a person I am. When I have something I dislike or hate, I keep silent. I don't publicize it to my social network. I don't post it anywhere public that people can easily read it. Why? Because I care about other people's feelings. I know how much it hurts when someone talks bad about you && post it to public. I understand how it feels like to read about yourself on social media. Publicly.

So I really do not understand why would other people choose to lash out their anger and resentment on social media, e.g twitter, facebook, moments etc. Put yourself in their shoes, what would you feel to have read about yourself when someone talks bad about you in public? Be matured. Be rational. Be optimistic. There are so many other ways to solve your problems. To release your anger. To make you feel satisfied. Not by posting bad things about people on your twitter or whatsoever. Truth be told, I've never done this before. I never talk about this thing on my blog, or anywhere. Before you tweet or post anything, think about us. Think about the person that you talk about. What would they feel? And how do you expect we would feel? Don't be so immature. You are big enough to think what's good and what's not. So think. Wisely.

I never hate people. But once I dislike someone or his/her attitude, I will definitely isolate myself from that person. That's not hate, that's protecting myself from negative energy. I know I've always been the one so quiet, I don't get mad easily, I tolerate with people way too much, I care about people more than I do about myself, so I guess all this while I've been giving you a free ticket to do whatever you want towards me huh? Once I care about someone, I care too much. I care because I love. I feel like I am being taken advantage of. Each and every person in this world has limits, mind you. Even the nicest person has limits. Why? Because we are human. We are not angels. We are not perfect. We have limitations. Remember that.

Ya Allah, keep my faith strong towards you. Increase the level of my patience, so I will be able to endure the tests You are giving me. Amin.