What would you do when someone whom you love so much is in such deep and low situation in their life?
Would you leave them alone and let them figure things out on their own?
Or would you help them get back to their life and be strong again?
What if they've hurt you before?
Would you still consider to help them?
What if after they get better and they start to act they way they acted before?
What if they hurt you again?
Are you strong enough to have your heart broken again?
Yes. I am in such situation. I'm in the state of limbo and I don't even know what I should do. I've been thinking about it the whole night, I can't sleep thinking about the solution to my situation. If only I have the power to heal, to mend, and to repair human hearts, I would've done that long time ago. Just like everyone else, I can't bear to see the person I love being sad and down and unmotivated the whole time. I don't know what I should do. I consulted a friend of mine about this, and she said I should be there for that person. BUT at the same time, I need to have control over my own self so that I won't be broken hearted again. I can't afford to have another heartbreak. No. Not again. I had enough. If you were in my shoe, what would you do?
After thinking about this, I feel like Allah wants to test me again. He puts me in this kind of situation to test me. 5 months have passed, and it's all coming back to me now. Once again, it hits me. Allah wants to see how strong my faith is towards Him. He wants to see whether or not I would seek for His help this time. Ya Allah, help me. Strengthen me. Guide me. I'm in need of Your guidance and support.
PS : I need my best friends too.
we are here baby <3
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