11:05 p.m

Assalamualaikum everyone!

I'm back in Kuantan a few hours ago. Reached TSK (Terminal Sentral Kuantan) at 7 p.m, then took a cab to the campus. Performed maghrib prayer and had dinner with Hana and Kina and went home after that. So I just got to know that my schedule throughout February will be so packed! Week after week, there will be a college activity. Idk when can I steal the time to study. With assignments, presentations and tests coming in, I can imagine how hectic my days would be. Masha Allah. If this is the price that I have to pay in order to pursue law, I'd accept it. Because I've been dreaming of doing this thing since I was fourteen. I hope my effort and sacrifice are worth it. 

Anyways, tomorrow is my persuasive speech. The final one. The real one. I will update on how good/bad I am in my speech later in my next post. My classmates are freaking out and are so nervous because they are not prepared mentally and physically. Not to say that I'm fully prepared, but I'm trying my best to not be too nervous about it. I try to not memorize my speech as I'm planning to do it extemporaneously. Trust me, it would make your speech looks more natural if you do it that way. So you won't cramp your head with all the words that you've memorized. Memorizing you speech would be very dangerous though, because when you are nervous, you tend to forget you script and you would end up talking craps. It happened to me before, so I know how it feels standing in front of the class, feeling like a fool. That's why I choose not to memorize this time, because I know I would be nervous tomorrow. I have stage fright. 

Wish me luck for tomorrow. Good night! xx