A Life changing, it is

“الله، أنا تعبت من فقدان 

أدعو لك بإرسال ملاكا أسفل 

ليأتي ويغير مجرى حياتي حول

Allah, I am tired of losing,

I pray you send an angel down,
To come and change my life around.”

I'm hoping.

I'm waiting.

I'm praying.

I never lose hope in Allah. Never in a million years would I do that. "Allah itu sentiasa ada." Yes I believe in that sentence. He would never leave us alone in misery, because I know, if I ask, He would help. 

"Jangan buruk sangka pada Allah." He is the owner of hearts. He knows what's the best for our hearts. He should be the One occupying our hearts, not anyone else. Put Him first before anything else, and He will put you first. He will never break His promises. Not ever.